Friday, November 30, 2007

气愤、沮丧、内疚、活该、气馁...

今天考Mock MCQ. 我得了56%,全班最高是78%。

记忆中,我应该是没有拿过这么低的分数吧?56%,就只是徘徊在及格分数的边沿…

此刻的心情是复杂的。气愤、沮丧、内疚、活该、气馁…

气愤 - 为何没有好好地把书念好,每天都过着得过且过的日子,蹉跎岁月。若我肯付出多一点的努力,成绩也许会不一样。
沮丧 - 考得如此的成绩,理应被骂一顿吧。但父母就如往常一样,没有责骂我。
内疚 - 我有尽我的全力吗?我知道我没有。我想我所付出的努力应该只有60%吧?或是低于这比率?
活该 – 也许该是时候为我的懒散与求学时吊儿郎当的态度付出代价吧?
气馁 - 这成绩对我来说,无疑是对我自信心的打击。考试问题其实不会很难,朋友说是我把问题看得太复杂了。真的是这样吗?我不禁怀疑,难道我的读书方法出了问题吗?这11个星期以来,我到底学到了什么,我的知识有在增进吗?或是停滞不前了??

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

haiz... nvm lah! make sure u will do ur best next time. don be so lazy next time loh... as long as u pass mah ok lah!

Anonymous said...

oi
don so sad le..i know i got second highest...hehe....no la...u are doing very well lately de ma..not wasting so much time like last time de...ish ish ish..i will go your house more often to make sure you study@!

Anonymous said...

Remember that hard works pay, it's not logical to eat but dun feel full after eating(i quote LT)haha
Dun give up!

Anonymous said...

对了,伤心够了,就要振作起来,从新(心)出发,认真读书。别忘了,你们是我的呕像,soli, 是偶像。
喂, 今晚宗伟对于林丹决赛……千万别错过!