Am i losing one of my best frens....??

One of my best frens, xiujin juz has a bf not long ago. As expected, she hangs out wif her boy boy a lot. I dun blame her 4 tat. Indeed, I understand. They are new couple and everythin is stil so sweet for them. Furthermore, her boy boy is our housemate. Needless to mention it, they are in their own sweet world all of the time.

Hmm.. thinkin back, i knew xj when we were in taylors. Tat was about 4 years ago. We were housemates then. Had lots of fun together wif the other housemates as well. Lots of things happened back then, and i'm glad tat she and my other best frens (chingwern, liyuan) were there givin me support whenever i face a problem.

Again, we became housemates in Bkt.Jalil, together wif chingwern. Ha, stil remember those days when we chatted throughout the night til the next mornin bout anythin, went to shopping together, watched movies, gossiped bout anybody who came into our mind.. We alway shared our problems back then. And we wil sort it out together..

Now, even though we are stil housemates, things have changed a lot. We are no longer tat close compared to last time. I wud say, mayb juz 20% of it? The only interaction tat i'm having wif her now is we are sharing the same bathroom. Not more than tat. We no longer share our joy and sorrow like we used to do. When was the last time i chatted wif her? I cant remember already. Did i talk to her dis whole week? Oh ya. Only once. Juz to ask her to remove her car in the morning. Tat day, i accidentally saw her sitting down in front of her bathroom door wif her face "crumpled" together and her bf was there attending to her. When i asked wat happenened, her bf told me that she fell down. I'm not a kid. I knew somethin was wrong. Since she din tel me, i din ask her further. But i did approach her bf after tat.

Dun get me wrong. I hav no intention to blame her at all. It's juz tat i'm sad to be so distant from my best fren, even though we are staying in the same house. As the saying goes, "it is so near, yet so far"..